she is

She loves to fall in love, 10 thousand times a year.
Shes nice and pretty, smart and crystal clear.
She loves me so much i cant stay far away
or out of touch all day.

Shes a kid, but crazy inside.
She loves arts, and loves to be kind
Shes a great friend, and way too nice.
Shes skinny and cute and always thinks twice.

Shes a sexy tomboy chick.
Shes smart and shes hot,
has amazing blue eyes.
She has the biggest haircut

Shes the coolest chef of the bunch.
Can make you look good,
can change your mood way 2 much
HArdworking chick, i never see her slip.

Shes crazy, asian Kate Moss
Shes sexy, she doesnt know it at all
She loves to have fun, fall in and out of love
i think she doesnt know it at all.

Never imagine a day without them.
Theyre always around and never there. Mess up with them and ill cut your dick in 100 pieces.

< without3 < whithout3

i wish i could say....

come in come in into my life
come in come in stay awhile
come in come in door's open wide
come in come in you got time
what you what you want you know i got it
and what you what you got oh god i need it
and what you what you need i'm gonna be it
would you would you bring it i can take it
won't you won't you show me what you're made of
what you what you what you so afraid of
can't you see how perfectly
we were meant to be you and me
and i don't mind if it takes time
i know eventually you'll be mine
with persistence you will be convinced
what you what you want you know i got it
and what you what you got oh god i need it
and what you what you need i'm gonna give it to you
can't you see how perfectly
we were meant to be you and me
and i don't mind if it takes time
i know eventually you'll be mine
memories of harmonies
a date-night sweater on saturdays
honest words that make you sneeze
and what you want i got it
what you want you want
and what you what you need
is what i'm gonna be if you'll let me
everything you want
and everything you need
is what i'm gonna be just wait and see

and maybe

The guilty undertaker sighs,
The lonesome organ grinder cries,
The silver saxophones say I should refuse you.
The cracked bells and washed-out horns
Blow into my face with scorn,
But it's not that way,
I wasn't born to lose you.
I want you, I want you,
I want you so bad,
Honey, I want you.

The drunken politician leaps
Upon the street where mothers weep
And the saviors who are fast asleep,
They wait for you.
And I wait for them to interrupt
Me drinkin' from my broken cup
And ask me to
Open up the gate for you.
I want you, I want you,
I want you so bad,
Honey, I want you.

siht si ton riaf

sooooo, fuck...everytime i see HIM, SUX, i mean it really sux, i hate it, i paralize but not totally, just the part of myself that i can only say hello and go away, just to sabotage myself. I dont know, i mean the conversation was amazing, but maybe im afraid of something, something i dont know what is..... Fuck again. im having trouble speaking, i feel completly vulnerable.... i Dont like to see him, and hes always there! like in the spot i choose to stay and there he is... without me knowing... or choosing to be by his side. this is pathetic.. i feel... i feel a lot. Damn you.

Whore-moans

Maybe she needs to hear she's pretty, maybe she has the needs of all that shit. I hate it, i hate it when i feel like a fucking piece of nothing, to hear i'm beautiful, to hear, i look like always, to hear that someone loves me. I don't like it. I feel awkward, i feel like i'm powerless, less person. I feel inferior. I don't need confort, from anyone, when im sick i dont like dragging someone to my sickness, i like to be alone, i don't to think about it, alone i can heal. It's just a phase, it's my hormones.
I know it, i'm not stupid.

if your life sux

Yesterday was soooo much fun, i had the best time with my friends, they keep thinking people is complicated, so they act like there's nothing to loose, and there isn't. Life's short, i found a group of people that meets my needs, share my thoughts and feel things different from other people. I also found a small part of society that thinks outside from the space outside the box, i mean, theyre really interesting, theyre really insane and fun to me. I think this are the kind of people i want to have besides me for the rest of my life. We support each other and we fight from everything that's going on with our lives. I know that everyone says that they have the best people around them, and they have the coolest friends, but i'm not talking shit if you meet my friends you would like to come over and share life with us. They have the best good vibes and feelings I've ever seen and shared. I could go on for hours, i've written a lot about them, in my books and stuff. I find them fascinating, amazing and intelligent. We are not a tripod, but we maintain everything high up, no falling. If drama comes around, and we loose it, because we loose it a lot, there's always comfort in things we do and talk about, They have another perspective of life, tons of options if any of the others fail. Things always change and we become distant, but i think that at least i got to meet them, and feel like i'm not the only one that feels that way about life.

drag queen.

i think im obsessed with dragqueen and transexuals, i just think i am, since i was a kid, i find that subculture to be one of the most interesting subs ever!

i need a tranny friend.

religions

I just luv those topics, religion and beliefs. nothing personal, not judging, nothing, its completely naive.